I just realized that my life after high school has been an epic failure. I flunked out of San Jose State and now I'm barely doing any better at Merritt Community College. Honestly I don't know whats wrong with me. This is not how i expected my life to turn out. Right now I should be at SJSU chillin with Bestfriend and hooping with Rodve & Romeo, instead I'm sitting her tryna figure out how I'm gonna tell my mom i dropped two classes because I was failing. I'm starting to hate life (but don't worry Queen I'm not that far gone). The only things about my life that are good are my friends, Hip Hop, Hoop, and Bestfriend (yes she is her own category).
I don't know what I wanna do with my life. I kinda wanna move away from my mom but not out of California, even though my mom wants me to go to Howard University. I kinda wanna go to LA, not because Bestfriend lives there but I think I just need a change of scenery. But since I don't have a job and therefore have no money the only way I could move to LA is to go school. Its just too bad I'm such a fuck up or else that might actually be possible. I just don't know anymore.
-I'm audi 5
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